BEING ACCOUNTABLE TO YOUR PERFECTION 

Your perfection has never been touched

It is a tall order and a high ask to be accountable to your own perfection.  To take ownership of what you innately are, and stand behind it no matter what you or others think, can feel like an impossible feat.  At times we are filled with contrary and conflicting thoughts, which seem like hard proof or evidence, that we are indeed imperfect.  To go against our hard pressed belief in the imperfection of ourselves, and the projection of that belief onto things, circumstances and other people, is a journey only for the brave at heart.  The paradox of this all is that claiming the truth of what we are requires that we allow ourselves to be wrong in how we’ve been viewing ourselves and life.  Since the fundamental wounding in denying our own and other’s perfection comes with a ferrous will to never be seen or viewed as wrong, we perpetuate our belief in imperfection through avoiding it.  

You may feel confused as to how allowing imperfection leads you closer to perfection.  You may perceive that to be the opposite direction.  I assure you it’s not.  Simply because we avoid or deny something doesn’t mean that it doesn’t exist.  What is exists regardless.  The distorted ways in which you perceive what is simply are, even if you attempt to not see them, or you want to fix or change them.  Just because something or someone, or better stated a perspective, is confused in the way it perceives, doesn’t make it any less or more perfect.  In fact the perfection of the person, thing or perspective is never touched, tainted or influenced at all by how it is seen.  You many wonder how can this be?  Surely you’ve felt impacted by how you’ve been viewed by others, or by thoughts you’ve had about yourself.  The key here is that you’ve felt impacted, but you’ve never been impacted.  Your innate perfection has never, even for a moment, been anything but perfect regardless of how you’ve felt about it.

All this to point to how allowing imperfection never touches the perfection of what you are.  In fact if you are a hard core believer in imperfection, and thus attempt to create perfection inside and all around you, then allowing more and more imperfection will move you into the realization of the absolute perfection in everything.  You are allowed to feel, see and perceive imperfection all about you.   You are also allowed to feel exactly how you feel about it.  Sad, mad, frustrated, irritated, confused, hopeless, powerless, etc.  Allowing what you feel will help pop you up and out of your current perspective and into a wider view of things.  

Light of Perfection  

Beyond being liked

By now I hope you see that feeling imperfection is perfect and it never touches the perfection that you are.  Now onto what is to be accountable to your perfection.  First things first.  You are not here inside this human experience to be liked and approved of by others, or even yourself.  If you choose being liked or approved of as your priority, than you will likely be side-railed in being accountable to your perfection.  It’s like this.  If you are really honest with yourself, you always know when you are in alignment and when you are out it.  You know when you feel pulled by something, but it doesn’t feel quite right.  That something could be a behavior you do, an action you take or don’t take, words you say or don’t say, or things you think.  We all have an inner guidance system that let’s us know.  Now sometimes we don’t want to listen to that guidance or follow through on it.  We don’t want to because we fear we might lose something if we do.  That something might be connection, love, respect, an opportunity or thing we really want, and so on.  Rather than listen to what we know, we choose contrary and go out of alignment with ourselves.  The primary reason we do this is because we don’t have faith in ourselves and life, but rather let fear run the show. 

Being accountable to your perfection means that you act in accordance with the knowing of it, even though at times it may feel scary, uncomfortable, and stretch you outside of your normal character structures.  In knowing your perfection you may at times feel or be perceived as arrogant, fierce, unkind, non-caring, disregarding, judgmental, mean and many more.  I’m not saying that you are any of those things, but rather that you may be perceived, either by yourself or by others as such.  In general most people try to avoid being any of those characteristics, hence why we will go out of alignment with what we know, and choose to be liked by others rather than stand in truth with them.  You may wonder why you might be perceived in these ways just by standing in your perfection.  The answer is because there is strong opposition to the belief in perfection.  When you challenge people’s, or your own imperfection belief, by standing in the knowingness of perfection, you can expect that it will not always be received in an open and glowing fashion, even though it has the purest and most loving intentions of all.

Being a light of perfection in a collective consciousness that does its best to find wrongness in everything will make a warrior out of you.  To pierce through and be a clear transmission of the truth of what you are, of what we all are, takes courage and full accountability.  Whether or not people agree with you or not, doesn’t matter.  What matters is that you stop being afraid of what you know.   That you have the courage to claim what you already are.  That you walk with the knowing of the perfection of all, including all of your perspectives of imperfection.  Only then can you see through the confused perceptions and beliefs that exist inside of you and others, and become a beacon of light.  A light which points back into the direction of home, of truth, of remembrance of the most fundamental nature of all.  

Dr. Amanda Love, Network Chiropractor, Boulder, Colorado